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ruiner of worlds
01:07
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healing words
01:57
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why did you find hurting me such bliss
i'm a person too i never deserved this
don't you know you were supposed to take care
of me but you threw me in the trash that's not fair
for almost twenty years i've been trying to heal
and realised all this is too painful to feel real
i have to deal with this living horror show
thanks to your abusive shit it's all your fault oh no
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cloud
02:41
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broken glass is on the roof
i don't know where it came from
this is the story in the magazines
oh holy god, are you listening?
i don't even know if you're real
so send me to hell
reaching above up in the sky
i don't know what it feels like
but i am still here
i don't know if this is
the final time i'll ever touch the sky
but oh my god, i am a cloud
but you could always walk on the clouds
i don't know, i really dont want you
to walk over me, oh no
please don't please don't do that
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4. |
always anyways
03:51
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trying to make sense of all this mess
why is it you tell me you're the best
i wanna fly, i wanna die, i wanna make sure
i how could even open that bedroom door
telling all my family that things are fine
staying in my room to talk to friends online
i wanna feel, i wanna heal, i wanna tell you
that i believe these nightmares to be true
i'm sorry for taking up space i never wanted to anyway
want to get to a place past all this hurt
one turned into many, i'll make it work
i wanna fight, i wanna hide, i wanna go far
away from here not close to this scar
i'm sorry for asking your name i just wanted to make if it was you who hurt me anyway
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5. |
2002
02:48
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you brought back flowers
sent them to me
i've become everything that i thought i'd be
i have changed greatly, you won't agree
trees of the forest
salt of the sea
set fire to everything that you gave to me
you made me hollow, i became we
and it was astouding
how bad luck would creep
those early hopeless years were not what i'd need
i've killed these memories but they have killed me
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autumnspring Adelaide, Australia
this is the solo project of autumn skye mackenzie, a 21 yr old trans woman from australia. formerly made music as one bleak winter, now also makes ambient music as oaktown tragedy
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